Finding
Zen
Abbot leads guided meditation, lecture at Academy
of Chinese Cultural and Martial Arts
Ashton Do, staff writer
July 16, 2007
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Attendees
slowly walked in circles to the beat
of Venerable Jian Gong's mo, or wooden
beatkeeper, during the walking meditation
June 24 at the Academy of Chinese Cultural
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BOULDER – My eyes closed lazily while a collective
hum filled the air.
I became immersed in the monastic sounds resounding through
my body. Before the meditation, Venerable Jian Hu had
everyone recite a translation of “The Heart of Prajna
Paramita Sutra,” a chant in Zen Buddhist liturgy.
“ ... Without hindrance there is no fear,”
the group murmered. “Far beyond all inverted views
/ one realizes nirvana.”
More than 100 people meditated together in a room full
of dragon heads June 24 at the Academy of Chinese Cultural
and Martial Arts, home of the Shaolin Hung Mei Association.
Traditional weaponry adorned the walls of the space,
a tribute to the Shaolin Hung Mei Association’s
ambitious undertaking to teach authentic Chinese culture
to anyone, for free.
For this special occasion, Hu, abbot of the Chung Tai
Zen Center in Sunnyvale, Calif., came to the academy to
lead a guided meditation and lecture about the founder
of Zen Buddhism, Bodhidharma.
Hu explained the basics of sitting meditation –
correct posture, deep breathing and mindful concentration
– while people positioned themselves into their
chairs. For the next half hour or so, we would be in a
deep, solitary relaxation.
“Meditation is a very personal practice,”
he said to a silent room of people with their eyes closed.
“Just try to calm your own mind, focus on your mind.
Don’t worry what anyone else is doing.”
Meditation can be a backward-intuitive exercise: you’re
supposed to concentrate on not-concentrating on anything.
No worrying. No fidgeting. No thinking about not thinking.
It was immensely difficult, but Hu gave helpful suggestions.
“When you breathe in ... just watch your breath.
When you breathe out, count one, two, three, four, five,”
he said. “ ... Your attention should continuously
be on your breathing. If you do this simple thing well,
you will be peaceful.”
I counted my breaths. For a few seconds, I blocked everything
out. I was peaceful. But my peace was short lived as I
started to ponder what I had for breakfast, what the meaning
of life was.
“We were just talking about how amazing it is that
your mind can do pretty much anything, besides stop,”
said Candy DeGraw, a Boulder woman who came with her friends.
At least I wasn't alone. And at least there was help.
“Having a mass of people together enhances the
energy,” said Emily Heartsong, another Boulderite
who regularly meditates on her own. “I like to come
to lectures so that I can do a formal meditation that’s
guided with people.”
The group stood up from their sitting positions and formed
a giant circle. Many of us – myself included –
had never experienced what was called a “walking”
meditation before. We were supposed to take slow, synchronized
steps in a clockwise direction. Of course, there was a
twist.
The meditative part, according to Hu, was to think about
nothing again, while being “perfectly aware of what
your body is doing." continue >>
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